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the quiet of our own being.

[It is useless to try to make peace with ourselves by being pleased with everything we have done. In order to settle down in the quiet of our own being we must learn to be detached from the results of our own activity. We must withdraw ourselves, to some extent, from effects that are beyond our control and be content with the good will and the work that are the quiet expression of our inner life. We must be content to live without watching ourselves live, to work without expecting an immediate reward, to love without an instantaneous satisfaction, and to exist without any special recognition.

Our Christian destiny is, in fact, a great one: but we cannot achieve greatness unless we lose all interest in being great. For our own idea of greatness is illusory, and if we pay too much attention to it we will be lured out of the peace and stability of the being God gave us, and seek to live in a myth we have created for ourselves. It is, therefore, a very great thing to be little, which is to say: to be ourselves. And when we are truly ourselves we lose most of the futile self-consciousness that keeps us constantly comparing ourselves with others in order to see how big we are.]

-thomas merton.

You are with me.

psalm 23.

the Lord is my shepherd.

i shall not want.

He makes me lie down in green pastures.

He leads me beside quiet waters.

He restores my soul.

He guides me in paths of righteousness

for His name's sake.

even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death

i will fear no evil,

for You are with me.

Your rod and staff,

they comfort me.

You prepare a table before me,

in the presence of my enemies.

You anoint my head with oil.

my cup overflows.

surely goodness and love will follow me

all the days of my life.

and i will dwell in the house of the Lord forever.

wedding ideas. part 7.

a beautiful dress:

hoping we can find a tandem to ride away on!:

the bottom picture has some cute birds on the table:

i really like the dessert set-up for all of the various pies and desserts we'll have:

(i don't know if i like the word "sweet")

oh and i really like her little sweater that she has on for the reception.

love the tree stumps, cool bottles & vases, and assortment of flowers:

love this dresser/table with the flower set-up:

really love the little canvas bags with that design.

and we're going to need to clothespin some photos everywhere:

love the books as centerpieces:

love the old drawers to hold the silverware:

would love to find a typewriter to use as the guest book:

some more wonderful decorations (like the windows hanging):

[ in order to defend ourselves against agitation, we must be detached not only from the immediate results of our work - and this detachment is difficult and rare - but from the whole complex of aims that govern our earthly lives. we have to be detached from health and security, from pleasures and possessions, from people and places and conditions and things. we have to be indifferent to life itself, in the Gospel sense, living like the lilies of the field, seeking first the Kingdom of Heaven and trusting that all our material needs will be taken care of into the bargain. ]

thomas merton.

no man is an island.

a reminder of things.

all excerpts/thoughts/notes from No Man is an Island by Thomas Merton:

[the life of the interior self is so often smothered under the ashes of anxiety and futile concern.

without a life of the spirit, our whole existence becomes unsubstantial and illusory.

anxiety is the mark of spiritual insecurity. a far worse insecurity comes from being afraid to ask the right questions.

the discovery of Christ is never genuine if it is nothing but a flight from ourselves.

to live in hope is to live in poverty, having nothing.

hope deprives us of everything that is not God, in order that all things may serve their true purpose as means to bring us to God.

it is better to find God on the threshold of despair than to risk our lives in a complacency that has never felt the need of forgiveness.

what is most important: to see the value and the beauty in ordinary things, to come alive to the splendor that is all around us in the creatures of God.

the man who can face such dryness and abandonment for a long time, with great patience, and ask nothing more of God but to do His holy will and never offend Him, finally enters into pure prayer.

pure prayer only takes possession of our hearts for good when we no longer desire any special light or grace or consolation for ourselves, and pray without any thought of our own satisfaction.]

to be continued...

dream life.

a photo shoot by the wonderful, tec petaja.

if only those images were my life...